seriously..
i really think that,
ppl doesnt even noe,
i exist in the office.
the sight of the BM,
irks me more and more!
one more wk...
that's it!
i dont tink i can tahan longer.

it's like,
nobody care what i do inside.
and they dot i'm doing nth.
SKW.
their money so hard to earn..!

what kind of supervisor is that,
doesnt even care abt his intern.
ytd dinesh still can ask me,
did he even noe that you're here?
i was like "WTF".
but after much thinking,
it's true that most of the time,
he ignores me.

soon it will be another draggy,
tiring and boring day.
i tink tmr i wanna get a day off!
i nd to clarify things with the BM!
if there's nth much,
i will take off tmr.
i dont give a damn if they deduct my pay.
i just cant take it anymore,
sitting in the office,
acting busy when i got nth much to do.
and many eyes are watching on me.
SHAG!!

it's really awkward...

and best still.
my stupid laptop always spoilt,
at wrong time!!
last time was the hard disk,
now the monitor orientation of the screen,
become horizontal!!
out of a sudden!
i was like wth!!
aiish, got to bring down to best denki again T_T
3 wks ltr den i can see it.
dont tell me it's software prob again.
i will curse and swear for sure!

haiz.
a beautiful morning,
but a horrible afternoon ltr!!

STUPID!!

back to update :)
2days off ended just like this.
tmr have to go back to work,
shag T_T
thursday i managed to get half day.
bloody hell.
my supervisor feign sick nv come,
den kena called back.
wtf man.
den sat i alone do front desk.
lucky not much ppl.
almost all is come for bursary.

christmas, my father not free.
so dinner settle ourselves.
my mother and i went to SSC.
went Aston for western food.
the queue was bloody long.
after that went to daiso,
then to giant to shop.
bought tidbit and cheesecake.
but i dont noe which idiot,
ate my another half of cheesecake!
i saved specially for breakfast today.
god damn it.

was too tired,
so today woke up at 11.30am.
den watch some videos,
do housework.
the house is really dirty.
den waited for my mama to cook dinner.
and have been eating lots of junk food.

today supposed to attend zone k meeting.
but i din go.
bloody hell, i go for wat seriously.
i dont even noe what the hell is happening!
i dont even noe anyone there too,
for wat i go there?
my presence will be like extra.
if tmr that BM asked,
say i got mixed up with the date,
and i went to visit my ah ma in hospital.

now my stomach is damn pain.
dunno eat wrong what =.=
better still,
diahrrea tmr dont go work.
LOL. alrite end here,
wanna catch my videos~

update soon =)

damn it!
i've been cheated!
how come i didnt noe,
there was half day,
for christmas eve,
till my friend told me!
and if i nv ask,
i wun noe there's too!
den i will be like a gong gong,
working till 10pm tonite!

holy shit u BM!
how can you be so black hearted!
i dun care.
the first thing,
ltr i see him,
is to ask him.
if he say dont have,
den i will come out with reason,
to take half day!

so unfair!!

ARGH!!

seriously..
i tink that,
my life now,
seriously have no motivation,
to kp me moving on...

어떻게..

boring life routine.
borin job to be completed.
there's nth i can enjoyed.

하지만 유감스럽게도 더 이상 못 참겠어.

제발...

빨리 끝내...

내가 고통스러워하는 게...

back to update.
last 2 days was off day.
but didnt get any gd rest.
i really nd a break.
the stupid attachment,
is driving me crazy.
mayb i should have it somewhr.

noraini col me ytd.
asking hw am i at workplace.
what can i say?
of cuz is tell her "i'm fine".
if not ltr she called,
and start to qn the ppl there.
oh,
god damn it.
pls let this end soon seriously.
it really sucks.
and it makes my life sucks too.
SKW.

ytd huda and jac poh,
came to my house to do MICE project.
but we onli managed to do a bit.
cuz huda was going out ltr.
after jac and i went to SSC.
and i bought a shirt and slippers there.

and now i'm thinking whether to take,
half day leave or not.
cuz my presence there is really useless.
it's a bit disheartening to say it.
but this is the reality.
i really dont noe how long more i can endure.
maybe sooner or later,
i may just ....

i dreamt of nicole(kara), johnghyun and key(SHINee).

그 단어가 정말 마음이 아파요...

ytd work was still alrite.
i managed to do something.
my supervisor was on MC.
yes,again.
so i just sat there quietly,
and do my things.
i dont think ppl know my presence there.
even i went for dinner,
no one know.
was a bit boring.
but still ok,
cuz not much ppl in the office.
so can surf net.
but today he sure come,
cuz all his **** fren is coming XD

what to do.
i wan ask that bm,
what to do but he wasnt here.
so too bad.
everyday sit there and think like hell.
god damn it seriously.
get a life man!
today got meeting.
can i dont go?
so sian man.

and my off day is change.
this sat i will be working,
den sun i will be off.
monday too.
but i'm meeting up grp members,
for project.
havent even start doing anythin yet T_T

as long as the bm is not ard,
i feel more relaxed and comfortable.
LOL.
raining now.
can i dont go work today?
haha.
everyday i'm saying the same thing.

i'm looking forward to today's bfb.
SJM fen si tong le hui!! cool :)
watched the preview, seems funny.

haiz.
not feeling very well now.
damn.
i really cant make a decision,
whether wan to go work or not.
ARGH!!!!!

ytd was still alrite.
sat at the counter for few hrs,
in the afternn.
at nite,
there wasn't pretty much ppl.
so i went to back again.

hope today i no nd to sit at counter.
having a headache now.
ltr nd to buy some panadol.
if ltr get worse,
then i will request to go hm.

my whole body is aching T_T

2more days to off day.

so tired.
but yet end up waking up early.
almost everyday.
i tink i'm used to it T_T
ytd was my off day.
and time passed fast =.=
haiz,
why happy moment always fast de?

today is start of another toturing wk!
3 more days to my another off day.
and i tink my supervisor,
will be going overseas this wk.
i overheard he said that,
he will be flying off this sat.
which means sun he wun be coming!!

oh yeah, oh yeah~
i cant wait for that day to come!
and next wk is christmas wk.

woo~
3 days off!
and one more day is the team building thing.
shit la.
dont wan go leh.
9-11pm.
with all those ppl i dont noe T_T

stupid fcuking fat ass.
the sight of you irks me!

update soon :)

























Happy birthday,onew!

(bleh, just too tired to update.
should update tmr.)

woo.
here to update blog again.
ytd i went to ask the supervisor,
whether i could change some days,
to morning shift.
and yes i managed to!
i changed fri and sun to morning.
8.30am to 6pm. cool.
with this time,
at least i can do something,
rather than the afternoon shift.
it's like in the middle of the day,
then when u go hm,
it's nite.
seriously u cant do anything much.

and i haven even do anything,
for my project yet T_T

i'm really irritated.
why should i attend those meeting,
when i'm just an intern for 5wks?
holy shit.
and they kp persuading me to join,
the what grassroot thing.
sad to say,
i'm not interested at all.
after 5 wks,
bye bye to u guys.

i just realised,
i only got one off day this wk T_T

time pls pass faster :)



damn.
ytd was a long day @ work.
i dont really like my boss.
she's kinda of attitude.
how come the working hours is so long?
and the damn comp T_T
so technological deprived.
so i brought my laptop ytd.

i cant do anything.
create poster but no pics,
how to do.
wan to research on places.
also no internet.
all the things cant be done.
and the place is so dusty.
my nose is so itchy after work.

all my other friends,
can work morning shift.
whereas i have to work afternn shift,
all the way =.=
so unfair.

the hours is long,
and most of all,
i got nth much to do.
and i have to fake busy sometimes.
sit down there one min,
seems to be years passing by.

haiz what to do?
so shag!!!

counting down to my off day,
2 more days T_T



back to update blog.
last wk is a busy wk,
NAFA test, MICE class test,
and visit to the Body Worlds.
it's was a good exhitbitions.
you guys should go catch it :)

and ytd,
was the first day of my IAP.
gonna be real busy for the whole mth.
i dunno i have time to do my project or not.
wah lao eh.
dont even have time to go down and install,
the microsoft office.
the working hours is so damn long.
and the job scope T_T
since it's confidential,
so i shouldn't leak out.

hope the one mth faster pass.

내가 고통스러워하는 게...

가자 빨리 이걸 끝내야 !