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hi. i'm back to update after a long time.

recently i really felt very depressed.

things isn't going very smoothly for me.

i can't get a job,

and i have to find a job,

which goes with my bro's timing.

freaking annoying seriously...

i tink blog & twitter is the only place,

where i can rant myself.

i dont tink i've any friends,

who can be there for me,

listening to my problems..

i guess all of them are all busy with own things.

so all i do is to stay at home everyday,

job hunt on internet,

wait for a miracle to happen.

yes. MIRACLE.

sometimes when agent called,

i didnt hear it.

and they dont even bloody hell called back again -.-

they always called at the wrong time seriously.

when i've a job, they kp calling non stop.

but when i've no job,

the phone didnt even ring at all.

seriously,

i'm on the verge of giving up..

breaking down soon.

just wanna find a stable job,

is that so hard?

is qualification everything?

i also wan to further my studies,

provided that I must have income,

right?

i dunno...

i really pray hard that,

i can get a job soon.

i promise i wouldn't resign so easily.

will stay long,

i dont want temp but want perm job.

i want a stable income.

that's all i wish.